I always write about the good part of my day. Today I'm having trouble finding it. Not feeling good. I feel like I am rewinding back to 3 years ago. Health is something I truly try not to take for granted. The doctors are having me do more tests.... they make me hurt and tired. I will say that I am very hopeful and determined. The doctors last time told me no babies. I smiled politley and had Carson. I plan to do the same with this diagnosis. Smile politley and prove them wrong. We'll see.

before after So this week we tried the first step to big boy food. He was hilarious he wanted nothing to do with it! I fed him peaches one day bananas another. Through out the entire meal he made this disgusted face and shook his head when he had to swallow. I hope this is normal.... or maybe I shouldn't push?? Any how he made me laugh.

peek a boo

So I propped Carson on the couch and went to the kitchen to make him a bottle. I had some dirty ones in the sink and wanted to clean them real quick before I fed him. I heard him giggling and smiled to myself. I figured it was the dogs or he was humoring himself with his favorite horse. His laugh got louder whatever was going on he thought was really funny. I looked over at him and didn't see him or anything else that would cause so many giggles and continued to wash the bottles. Again snickers came from the couch so I stopped what I was doing and waited. Carson was leaning forward and the pushing himself back up. When he would get to a place where he could see me he would crack up laughing. It was awesome to see how strong he was and how funny he thought he was being. The camera was luckily right there so I snapped a shot of my cutie. I am so blessed that I get these moments. I need to remember to not worry about dirty bottles in the sink but to pay attention to my giggly peek a boo baby.